From Bad Habits.


A victim of licentiousness and sensuousness, who often, amid his sinful

pleasures, had the memory of Christian parents before him, felt his was

indeed a life of shame. But the downward steps had destroyed his will,

his self-control, his manliness, his virtue. He had no power to resist,

all was wickedness, irresolution, constant yielding. In vain he hung

back, and tried to save himself from the cursed appetite; at last he

> realized that in a few weeks' time he must go to the grave; strength

could not stand such a waste of life. "What a miserable life. What

wicked ways, what wicked thoughts; how I wish I was pure; O, that I

might get free; I do not love this sin any more, I don't want it, but I

can't stop it. O, I wish I could be a Christian, and wholly free."



Such were his constant thoughts. In mercy, the Lord who had been reading

his thoughts, sent him a great reverse in business, and in agony of

heart, he knew not where to turn but to the Lord, and pray for relief.

His prayer, too, asked to be emancipated from his wickedness, and his

strength and health restored. "_Lord, save me and I will_ be thine

forever. I am lost unless thou wilt come and save."



By gradual degrees, in the absorption of his thoughts over other

distresses, his mind was diverted from his usual ways and thoughts of

sinful living; gradually the habits of lust grew less and less strong,

and finally ceased altogether. But the body still remained under

excessive weakness. But faith that the Lord who had saved others, could

save him too, led him to pray, not only for the destruction of the

habit, but entire recovery from its evil effects. His perseverance was

persistent, and met with a _triumphant reward_. After a long; time, he

felt himself wholly healed. New strength, new life, came back to him.

"It seems as if my life had been put back again ten years, and I was

young again." "I never have any more wicked thoughts or imaginations,

while I was once full of them. Since I learned to seek the Lord and love

his Bible, I have never had such peace, or purity. I love the name and

tender mercies of my God." If in a few months, prayer saved that man's

life, and so wholly changed it from a foul blot to a thing of purity,

what can it not do again. _No sin can ever be conquered until in

humility either saint or sinner_ gets down upon his knees, and implores

the love and power of the Lord in _never ceasing prayer_, to wholly

emancipate him from the control of the evil habit. _The Lord will surely

hear it_. He can as truly deliver the body from the most persistent and

enchaining habit, as he can wholly convert the mind and heart. The

result is not always instantaneous; more often gradual, but _always

sure_ if the sufferer _always prays_.



It is simple enough for the sinning one to believe that the _Lord can_,

and seeking the Bible _for the Lord's own promise that he, will; to

cling to it and never surrender_.



The sin may be repeated when you can not resist it, and do not desire

for it, but take all pains to avoid; still pray though you often fail;

still try, still trust the Lord to loose your chains and remove your

desire, and deliverance is sure to come at last.



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